Hey people.Time to update my blog.
Thursday:
Was studying and surfing net and played soccer...
Friday:
Woke up early then go out for awhile then go mosque then go arcade go home go play soccer then go home then eat then sleep.
Saturday:
Had tuition in the morning then went to Ms Shariffah Wedding and then go arcade then go home. Raining heavily man
Sunday:
Woke up late then go play soccer then rest then study then sleep
Monday:
Studied,Jogging,Chatting,Fbing,and smsing people abt training..
Sian tmr is training again.I am freaking tired and nt in proper shape for School. Furthermore i am nt sure if i can move on in lyfe or i can't. God,pls help me. Next year is a major year for me. I have to start working hard and start to pass my exams regardless of anything being thrown at me. I must at least get 13Points and NO MORE. I wanna be a somebody and not a blardy loser. And i am trying my best to move on in life.
I need confidence
i need strength
SpadeTwElveLabels: My life
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People people..Its been 4 days since i updated my blog.Here are the updates.
Monday:
I was studying at home and surfing net from morning to abt 2p.m. Then,went to play street soccer till abt 6p.m. Superb tired. Went home,shower,eat,surf net,study again and prepared my stuff for tmr's training. Then sleep uh sia.
Tuesday:
Woke up,showered then gt ready and go school for CCA. A very "good" amount of people turned up. Well Done people. Then after training i went home. Then i sleep till 2p.m again,went to play soccer till 6. Then go home,shower,eat,study,then go jogging at stadium.Then go home then shower then i surf net till 1a.m then sleep.
Wednesday:
Went down to sch fer CCA again.The amount of people who came is like Shit. Trained,did foot drills and stuff. Then talked to Cadets awhile then i dismissed them. Went off to Bubble Tea shop wif Naufal and ate there and stuff.. Then go home,i showered and studied.2p.m again went for soccer till 6p.m. Then went home shower,eat,study,sleep.
Now my whole body really ache.I guess i am superb worn out from soccer and CCA. Gotta take rest. Tc people.
Being alone is the best..
SpadeTwElve Labels: Tired
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Well,i can't really say anything rite now coz i am in serious sadness... Thx to the people who had always been cheering me up and givin me support... I guess its only the right time for me to forget abt everything and move on in life.. Furthermore i am going to sit for a National Exam which i wanna do well with no failures at all... If tht is wad you have been throwing to me,I guess ur sending me a plain simple Message tht u wan me to be out of ur life..Fine,U got it and i won't hesitate to ignore you and i make this as crystal clear as i can. You Suck.
I gt no choice
I have no moer strength to continue
I guess this is the best solution
SpadeTwElve
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Hi.From the beginning of this post,u readers can say that i am not in the fun mood.true enough. I have been very tired and worn out these days.Nonetheless i always get the least expected from people.Juz going to endure. I juz hope that wad i am going to do tmr will be accepted and not faced with bitter treatment or negative comments.Come on people,make up ur mind pls.I am seriously confused wif the way certain people behave.God,pls allow me to shower care and put the right feeling in my heart and show me the true angel and devil behind my feelings towards her. I really need encouragement and whatever not. I really love someone but people are saying negative things. I won't give a damn. Amir will always stick to his decision and perception. He is always true to you.
Once again,i really love you.
I want to be there for you.
i swear from deep bottom of my heart,tht i want u to share my lyfe with me
SpadeTwElve Labels: What is love people
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Hey folks...How are you peeps?as usual i am fine...Have been bz playing soccer and exercising to make my body look nicer... So i guess its time to update lah...
Tuesday:
I studied and accompanied my Sister to go fer her endoscope at SGH...macam siak die pe clearance tuk naik gie appointment...Mintak every single IC and Contact Number...Like as though we wanna do anyting wrong...=.= But thank God her Endoscopy gt nothing wrong... Then went home and went jogging...Then slept...
Wednesday:
Studied and went to play soccer with BL... Then went home showered then at nite went jogging again... Then went home makan,on com chat wif bro Hilman till abt 12mid then went to bed...
Today:
Woke up late actually...Then Studied,then went to Library wuf Hilman and went T1 wif Hilman then we lepak...THen i went back changed went to play soccer then went to meet somebody to get forms and stuff... Then went play soccer again then went home...At nite,went Jogging then played soccer then off to home and here i am blogging and stuff... I am soo sleepy now...Tc people
I alr start to miss you
Eventhough you are not mine..
i love you
SpadeTwElve
Labels: Getting myself shaped
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peeps...AS usal on SUndays,i woke up late and stuff.... had tuition then went fer jemputan and blah blah blah...Back from jemputan,went to play soccer with my best team ever...BL...Baek BL... Reached Street Soccer at abt 4.30 then talked for 15mins then started kicking around...Was really great... Then at abt 6+ i went off coz superb tired... Then Dinner went to eat out wif Family... Then went back,use com then sleep...
Today i woke up at abt 9.30 then did normal routines... Studied and stuff then went to ICA building to collect my passport... Then reached home at abt 5...Tot of playing soccer again wif BL mates but was too tired...Sorry Guys... Niwae,have fun tmr guys... Tmr She will be leavin the country for 4days if i am nt wrong...Definitely will be missed and my phone will most likely not beep... Bleargh...Hav fun aite...
Aku cintakan kamu...
Tetapi aku tk sekuat yang kau sangkakan...
Aku sanggup menunggumu...
SpadeTwElve
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So,people...today went out wif family to bussorah street to find dunnoe wadever shit items and collect my sister's baju and stuff...Then went to Ikea to get new set of blinds and wadever not... Then went back home and i went to play soccer... Then went fer Dinner... Then now doing hw... Today short post oni....Pics are below...
YeaH so those are the pics...Body pics are juz to see any progress in my build for various months...
Still hurt inside...I still love you...
SpadeTwElve Labels: Outings
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Aizat - Hanya Kau Yang Mampu Lyrics
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Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
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Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
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Menyanyi lagu ini untukmu,
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Digambar bintang di angkasa
Berkelip melukis cinta
Terciptalah lagu kita
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Hey peeps...Gonna tell you abt today...First in the morning,i went fer soccer,then aft tht went mosque and at nite went for 58 Intake Passing out Parade... Was slightly late but managed to catch some of the performances...Overall it was ok...Oni uploading some pictures as i was not feeling very well so did not take many many pics... SO currently,feeling very sick and tired of failures...Failures do bore me and dampen my whole spirit...Can life ever be successful and not full of failure? Well,i dun tink so...
Lets talk about somebody who is a pathetic idiot and more or less i should say Liar or maybe simple not worth taking as a friend... Pretending to be nice and blardy shitty comments behind our backs...Dun bother explaining urself coz i dun giv a fking shit abt wad u feel or anyting...From wad we did for you and stuff,u returned us this favour by this critics and blardy freaking comments and wadever not lah...Congrats for breaking the whole friendship and i hope all the best for wadever u wanna do...Dun bother coming to me and finding me for help and wadever not coz i am sick and tired of havin a relation wif u aite...Considered u as dead in my life and yeah...
Niwae,Congratulations to all thos who pass out as cadet leutenant of NCC... Wish u guys the bez in everything that u do... Most likely i would wanna apply for 60 intake... i am superb tired already...Tc people...Below are some pictures...
Mungkin aku tk layak untuk memiliki dirimu
tetapi aku tetap tabah dan sanggup menunggumu
Aku cintakanmu dengan setulus hati
SpadeTwElve
Labels: Idoits are not needed in life
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Hey folks...I am on a better mood today as some good things happenned.... Niwae,woke up early in the morning went for soccer and got injured and went back home...Reached home,studied did homework and stuff...Really studying hard now...Dun wanna be a failure anymore... My heart is beating superb fast now as i dunnoe why... Superb scary..I guess i did something i did not magine myself doing as it was the wildest and kinda scary idea... Today is gonna be a short post aite... Thx to those who provided me supports and ideas and encouragement...Without u people,i am nothing....
I really love u...
When i was watching TV...
Huge smile...
Weird smile....
SpadeTwElve Labels: Daredevil
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People people people...Hw are you man? I am not as good as usual...Coz some people are still showing "perfect mode attitude"... Well,fine wif me if u wanna continue showing me ur attitude...For all u noe,i dun giv a blardy shit and my life still goes on... Yeah u can say all the bad things abt me,but hey look at urself in the mirror first before u even say a blardy damn ting abt me or whoever... Congrats aite... Go and find whoever u tink is the best lah...You dun even need me anymore...Do you? Throwing tantrums around...I am really sick and tired of ur attitude and ur terrible and pathetic lame excuses for wad u did... Tired to elaborate on it coz it can go on and on... SO today,decided to stay at home and start my revision... True enough i did... I studied my Sec3 History today and going to study my SS tmr and the list will do on till my hols end... Sry people i can't attend the BBQ tmr as i am havin some problems and yeah...Can't wait till school starts coz i am fcuking bored at home listening to u whining and stuff... Oh my,for once i wan to go to school... I dunnoe wad i shld do now...Honestly,i feel like reading my books and stuff...
SpadeTwElveLabels: still pissed
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From the title,you people can alr guess tht i am nt in a very good mood or rather good situation...Plain simple... Attitude... I would not wish to elaborate further but its juz tht ur attitude sucks... Plain simple Suck... Juz love to look for fault in people...SO wad if ur older than me?But u dun show tht...All u show is ur blardy fcuking attitude to those innocent ones who are nt in the wrong at all.. And u dun eveen noe how to differentiate between Joke and real... Obviously ur not dumb,but its plain Ego and u tink ur always right... GEt that blardy mindset of urs right.. I am nt in the happiest of mood... PISSED OFF....
SpadeTwElveLabels: Fcuked up
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Hey peeps...Have nt updated my blog nor visit it for some time...Reason is i juz touched my lappie again after my Camp Pinnacle and got back from my grandmothers house... Lets talk abt my Camp Pinnacle... It was great as we visited the various aspects of army such as airforce,navy and etc.... We went to the Airforce museum and went on board one of the planes... We also went to Singapore Youth Flying Club where we were told abt how we could get a private pilot's license for free and move on to a career with SIA... Then we went to the Navy where we learnt more abt them such as wad they do and so on and so forth... So aft camp Pinnacle,i only hope to join these forces in the Army... Either Guards,Commandos or the Naval Diving Unit... These are my dream unit... Other than that,i am gonna seriously start my sec3 revision tmr and die die no more slacking....
You are the one i want...
Pls give me a chance to prove tht i am true to u
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