Hey Readers.... I am superb superb superb tired nowadays... Shit lah.... Its like 2Months to my first O'Level paper which is my MT paper... Oh Gosh... Time really flies so fast... And I dun tink i am tht ready for My O'Levels... Really need to put my mind to studying... Anyway, on Tues went fer Rugby and training was okay i suppose... Was really tired that did not even study on that day... Today went off early coz had nothing to do... Now blogging and going to study real soon... I really am like Confused now.. To those people who has helped giving me advices, Thanks alot...
Shld i move on?
Stay on my horses?
I am confused...
Pls show me the right path...
SpadeTwElveLabels: Confused
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Hey people... I am sorry for not being able to update nearly daily as i am very Busy as still with school... Yesterday Had lessons that stretched up to 4.45... After lessons, went off to meet people and go Food Palace together... As it was raining, we stayed there abit longer and talked crap... And then, Went home and quite wet from the rain and it was still raining though... Hehe... But Luckily I am not sick at all... Wo hoo.... Anyway, I am going to shower now and get ready for School... Bye people...
Good Boy studying during Mt class... Credits to Zullie Parker..
Ms L,I am not sure what to do...
I just love eu even more as the days goes by
I may be able to give eu my heart but its up to eu
I swear my hear is only for eu now...
I Love you Ms L
SpadeTwElveLabels: Randomness
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Hey readers... Sry fer not updating yesterday... Was exhausted from school and so on... SO yeah... Homeworks are pilling up and I am feeling the heat and myself racing against time... Well, I really found someone who is a nice friend and is worth to keep... He is Irfan Fadhli... Thanks dude for all the help eu have put in and i really hope we will be close buddies and definitely he is a nice guy... Anyway, he is a good Rugby teammate... We are both rugby addicts and once again congratulations to Junyuan Rugby for doing well... So they are going through the semi Finals meeting Monfort Secondary school... Hence, i really wish them all the best and definitely they can make it... Good Luck u-17... Anyway, I have been playing soccer and hitting the gyms often which i dunnoe why... haha... I guess i wanna get ready stuff for school tmr... tc people...
I love you Ms L
I wan eu wif me
I am gonna try my best...
Love is blind and speaks for itself
Ms L i Love you
SpadeTwElve
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Hey people... I am updating my blog almost regularly but its nt going to be in April becoz I wanna start my preparation for O'Levels... Anyways, school hours now are suckish as its very very very long and I really hope for a change in the time table ASAP... But too bad it can oni change in Semester 2.. However, I tink i can endure it coz some lessons i can sleep... haha... Anyway, Today will be an important Match for Junyuan Rugby as if they win this, They will be thru to the Semi FInals.. Goodluck Ruggers... I really hope i am given an opportunity to play today... Hmmm.....
Ms L, You are really special...
I love eu Ms L...
SpadeTwElve
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Well, Yesterday was rather a quick day which leaves me wif today a very very very long day... But i really hope it will pay off... Anyways, I am juz wondering why people change back to their old self after being given assurance and etc... Haiz... And hurting people either physically,emoctionally or even socially, and leaving without a word... Wow... Its very nice of the person indeed... Hah... Shall nt elaborate on it... ANyway, juz got a haircut yesterday and i should say i like it very very very much... hehe... Other than that, I got nothing else to update about... Take Care Readers...
This is my new hair...
I think I love eu Ms L
But i am nt gonna do anything
I dun wan eu to be in the situation like eu were in last time
But I swear I love eu
SpadeTwElve
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Hey readers... Very sorry tht i have nt been able to update... Reason being,I have been sleeping early and oni wake up at abt 3a.m or earlier to study... Like I said, This year is a very important year for me and definitely i really gotta study real real real hard... This is what happened so far....
Monday:
Had school... WOke up late and as usual waited for bus and go school... LEssons were boring and time table change and for all eu noe, the time table SUCKS... I swear it does and Juz gotta bear wif it..
Tuesday:
Met DIyana,Khidhir,Syafiqah for breakfast in the morning, then went to school together... School was usual, had CCA after school and definitely its the Passing Out parade which bring my journey in NCC to an END so far... I really hope the new batch specialist will uphold the standards of Junyuan NCC or make it even better... I am still thinking if i can make it for Cadet Officer Course... But i still am going for Rugby training... hohoho....
To Liyana Afiqah: Please Get well soon... Its juz saddening to see eu in this state and I wish eu a speedy recovery aite...
Focus Focus Focus
I must Do well..
Concentration is all I need...

My days as an NCC Cadet is temporarily over
SpadeTwElve
Labels: My days are counting down on me
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ey readers.. Holidays are over and its the start of a new term.. Which means new goals and closer to the O'Levels... I am definitely not confident at all but i really hope i can work hard despirte very very tight schedules... Well for today, Juz accompanied my mum to a wedding, rest at home,play soccer and gym.. Now i guess i gotta finish all the homework i have and it really sucks... However,body is aching all over.. I guess because of GYM exercise but i am sure it will pay off... Anyway,lets set targets for term2...
English:A2
MAthematics:B3
Mother Tongue:A1
COmbined Science:B3
Combined Humanities:B3
Design and Technology:A1
L1R4:10
L1R5:13
I really hope i can achieve this goals i set by end of term 2 which is my mid year exams... No more monkey business such as relationships and so on.. My main focus is to do well and maintain my grades.. WIth GODS will, I can do it..
My qoute of the day: If you are no good today, you are not good tomorrow.
Lastly,A special thanks to this girl who kept me company yesterday.. She's Liyana Afiqah... She can really make you feel entertained.. Btw, Get Well Soon... Thanks again
SpadeTwElveLabels: A new Term
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Hey readers... I am juz soooo tired still and my eyes are juz sleepy... Anyways, Woke up early on Friday coz I had Rugby training at 8a.m. The weather was rather nice and cool for training... HAd Rugby clinic in school by National Rugby and I sure learnt alot from there... The best was the all out contact tackle where by its quite challenging and FUN... I completely in Love wif Rugby.. Then whole day eysterday was basically Studying and etc... Today i am basically sleeping all day coz the weather is sooo nice... But it doesn't seem to be the case aye... I am doing hw,watching movies and etc... DUn wish to elaborate.. Tc people... Gotta run...
It's only for eu
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Without you people Noticing, its almost the end of Holidays.. I just realised that my homework is not even touched and i seriously hate rushing through at the last minute which does not serve me any purpose at all. MIght as well i just return back the whole assignment. One more thing is that, I am uncertain whether or not i am ready for my O'Levels.. I have not even started my proper revision and this is already March. Time really flies and sooner or later, I will already be having my MT Paper cum Mid Year Exams Cum Prelim 1 and etc. I really have to slog in through this few months and enjoy then after the whole National Exams is over. Well, UG camp is over and I am still superbly worn out but i cannot let that get in the way of me completing my things to get myself geared up for the GCE O'Level Examinations. I know I can do it if i just put my heart and soul in it. A strong mentality is just the recipe i need now. I shall get started on my homework now. Goodnight readers..
I gotta focus and not get distracted
Give it all i got throughout this months.
I know I can do it
I know I can be a champion is I want
SpadeTwElve
Labels: Life is rather like a tin of sardines - we're all of us looking for the key
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Hey people... Holidays are here but I won't call it a holiday at all coz assignments given are alot and lets see what i am going to do during this holidays. But before that, I should say that i enjoyed training in Rugby last Friday and looking forward to training on Wednesday.. Its definitely a good sport and best way to maintain ur fitness and it gives you everthing eu need. So this is wad i am doing for the holidays...
Saturday:
Relax at home
Sunday:
Go to Aunty Open House
Pack items for Camp
Monday:
Maths Test
(Must Score A1)
UG camp meeting
Tuesday:
Camp
Wednesday:
Rugby Training
Camp
Thursday:
Last Day of camp
Friday:
Homework
Gym
Relax
Saturday:
Soccer
Relax
Homework
Sunday:
Rest
Revise
Prepare for School
So, Thats about it for today and really enjoying every moment in Rugby..
SpadeTwElveLabels: Rugby is my passion
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Her readers... I juz dunnoe wad has been happening to me these days after the choice of going seperate ways... I juz feel that i love that someone who i used to hate.. Y am i having this feelings? Could this be true love people? But i juz dun wanna make a silly mistake one more time coz i dunnoe whether i have the capabilities or I am juz toying wif this special girl feelings? I dun wan her to feel hurt or entangled as i noe it won't do her good.. Oh people and Oh GOD, pls help me in this situation...
I am falling for eu again girl
What am I suppose to do?
I swear i Love eu..
SpadeTwElveLabels: Confessions
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Hey Readers... I have been sick for 2weeks already.. How abt that huh? But definitely,i am moving on in lyfe and nt get stuck with this emoctions or feelings that will not give me or bring me any good. I finally noe the true Eu and definitely you are already falling out of my favour. No offense though. Well,Today(Tuesday 9March 2010),I decided to go for NCC and indeed it was great.. It juz feel so good after everything but nonetheless I am stepping down... It sure is a pleasant experience and watching them grow up was just the best.. I know Junyuan NCC can Maintain the GOLD award as long as you guys give ur best.. I really have faith in them to do well.. Currently,I have been very very busy with studies as i really have to do well and without an extra subject, the whole subject left is very crucial. I am going to give all I got. Friday,will be going for Rugby training if Mr Alsagoff allows which is something i have always wanted to play Rugby. And Definitely, Junyuan Rugby have done well in the yesterday's match in beating Damai Secondary. A well deserved victory for sure.. As it is,I shall go and sleep now and then wake up at night to study.. Tc and Enjoy life readers..
SpadeTwElveLabels: Life now
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I am really exhausted in this week and really falling superb sick... HAve been suffering from Flu this whole week but i pressed on and continue with life. Its definitely saddening to let go of her but its definitely beyond my control and its just that i got to move on and not let this things distract me from performing well academically.. Seriously i am very disturbed emotionally and mentally.. But Nonetheless,I had a great time in Rugby today even though the teacher in charge make noise but Hack caare uh sia.. hehe... Really need to get some rest here... Take Care people...
SpadeTwElveLabels: Disturbed
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YEAH,ITS OVER AND I AM GLAD IT IS... YOU WERE JUZ TOYING WIF MY FEELINGS AND DEFINITELY YOU ARE AN IMMATURE KID AND YOU JUST SUCK. YES SUCK. I DUNNOE WAD THE HELL YOU ARE LOOKING FOR BUT COME ON,YOU GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE ABOUT WHAT YOU DISLIKE AND I PERSONALLY ASKED YOU ABOUT IT AND YOU WANTED TO RESTART EVERYTHING AND THEN YOU JUZ TOOK ADVANTAGE AND LIED TO ME JUZ TO BREAK THE RELATIONSHIP. WELL,THANKS A MILLION FOR WHAT YOU ACCOMPLISHED TO DO WHICH IS HURT ME MORE AND MAKE ME HATE YOU. FCUKING LIAR AND SIMPLY A BITCH. YES THIS POST IS MEAN BUT YOU DEFINITELY DESERVE A WAKE UP CALL FROM A GUY WHO HAD PATIENCE AND LOVED YOU BUT YOU BLARDY TOOK ADVANTAGE AND SPOILT THE WHOLE THING. FAIR ENOUGH I SHOULD NOT BE WITH YOU AND YOU JUST SUCK AND GET OUT OF MY LIFE ASAP. PISSED WITH UR IMMATURITY..
SpadeTwElveLabels: Fucking shit
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I myself am not sure,What i have done that i deserve to be in this shit that i am in Now? Definitely u changed alot after we became together. Well, If u are really unhappy abt hw things are going, I guess its ur call if u wanna go seperate ways and definitely i am fine wif it as long as eu are happy wif it.. Rather than giving cold shoulder, Might as well just say I wanna break up. Whats the use of holding on to something eu dun wish to?
Seriously, I am very pissed and unsure wad wrong or mistake i hav done. Well, maybe its just for the time being but it really hurts deep inside and i am just holding on. I juz dun wanna hurt eu like what other guys have done but you are just like asking for it? Dun regret it if it really happen one day tht i decide to go seperate ways due to whatever reason. Seriously, I can do that and Dun Force me to Do that..I MADE MY POINT VERY CLEAR. IN FACT,CRYSTAL CLEAR.
I am very sorry fer the beggining of the post but tht's wad i felt like sharing as its been bothering me and i just hope its gonna improve or otherwise i am left wif the choice which i always hate.. gonna go study..
Well,Its over.. Tht was the choice made and I have no choice. Its over people. Take Care.
SpadeTwElve
Labels: I am on the verge of anger
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