Hey Readers... I am feeling so much better now that the truth is being revealed without me finding out.. Its just a great feeling to know the truth and as for eu the liar, i just dunnoe what eu get by lying.. Now, the truth is out.. I am more than happy.. Well, i got back my CA results and i am improving for all subjects except Mathematics.. I really have to put in more effort in order to do well and i will... Just a short post... My knee is still in a bad shape..

I love you..
My heart is for you
Ur name is embedded in my heart..

SpadeTwElve

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Shattered and not knowing the real truth...

I really love eu...

SpadeTwElve

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Hey Readers... ITs been a long time since i update my blog.. So, here i am to update.. Lets just get straight to Saturday.. I woke up getting ready to go for Cross Country.. So, told my mum to drive me to Hadyu's place and when i reached Hadyu said there are other people going so i said bye to my mum and walked wif him.. So wen we reached there, i applied muscle oil and put on my thigh guard and started warming up and stretches.. Then i was geared up.. When the air horn was sounded, i burst into speed and ran up to 3k.m when something unfortunate happened.. There was a group of lower sec students walking in one straight line blocking my way so i overtook them and my leg slipped and turned inwards.. It was not painful at first and i continued on running.. Wen i wanted to give my blank card to the registration counter, i felt the pain and went to the first aid point.. They did many things but the pain was still there... At last, i was sent to CGH where doctor said i had a minor dislocation and a torn tandent.. so he bandaged my whole knee cap and now i am in crutches.. Thanks alot to Mr Loh, Hadyu, Jerric and all who have been helping me.. I appreciate ur help.. I wanna go and study now... Tc people... COunting down to days to exam and something else...

As the days goes by,
I Love eu even more..
I hope we will be together one day,,
I love eu..

SpadeTwElve

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Hey Readers... I am very very very sorry for not updating regularly nowadays that i have been very busy until i had no time to go to my blog.. Anyway, I really miss meeting someone face to face and etc.. She touched my heart and definitely i love her.. I won't bother about what people tell me to do, because i know how special you are and you mean a lot to me.. How i wish you understand how i feel for you now, but sadly i can't explain to you.. And all i am waiting for is the answer from you.. Eventhough i heard that other guys asked you the same question i did, and you are going to tell them your answer soon, I am not disheartened because i know that its a difficult question.. I just want you to be happy and i don't mind waiting for you at all.. I love you...

(R): I Love you...

SpadeTwElve

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Its officially Cold Turkey Day for me today... Threw away my ashtrays,lighter and cigarettes away and i am quitting smoking.. Anyways, my exams are coming soon and I should be preparing but instead i am using the computer.. I already updated my goals and i really want to achieve them.. Well, i just hope i get what i wish for.. I just Love Her alot.. Anyway, thanks Amira for giving me support in everything i do.. Even a thousand words can't describe how nice she have been to me.. Thanks alot...

I love you

SpadeTwElve

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Hey readers... Juz updating my blog.. Yeah,well today i am gonna sit for my Oral MYE exam and wad more the other papers are coming my way superb superb superb fast... Yeah... people are asking me what happened to this girl and that girl and all I said was nothing and maybe its not fated... Basically, i am just not strong enough to carry on this wait and the longer it prolong, the more it hurts which the feeling in unbearable... Lets juz say, now i juz wanna be happy in lyfe and not get hurt anymore.. But it may be an exception for this one person close to me and Its gonna take a lot of courage, bravery and honesty to be able to do it coz this is not joke. Even my heart is no longer opened for anybody except that one special one... enuf said of that... So, gt my haircut yesterday and okay lah... kk bye...

My heart is open for eu
I love eu...

SpadeTwElve

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Hey people... Sry for not updating this blog for a long long time.... Have been very very busy wif school basically and my exams are arnd the corner... I really wanna do well and improve as my exams are coming... My first exam will be this Tuesday oii.... El Oral... Shit man... But its okay... I will do my best this time and secure at least a 13points... ITs a must and a must... This is my final stand.. I am gonna put love out of sight completely and concentrate on my studies. Love will not take me anywhere.

SpadeTwElve

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I am just puzzled abt this year 2010... Its suppose to be a good year ahead but it does not seem to be the case... Many people go thru hell in this year... Relationships and friendships breaking up here and there... Its like there is no peace left and seriously if this is to go on, I won't like 2010... And i juz dun understand abt people who have dump eu and wen eu go on dating, they feel hurt? Come on people... Live up to reality... I am not pin pointing anybody but well face it if eu noe eu are the person... I guess i wanna go and start studying now... Byee

I lvoe eu MS A
It's a matter of time..

SpadeTwElve

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Hey readers... Juz wanna update my blog... So, today i was sooo happy to go to school for i dunnoe Y... It was very very fun and i was hyper in class... Till History there was this person who was blaming me for stuff and pissed me off and i juz shut myself up pretending she does not exist... But the truth was then revealed soon enuf and come begging for apology.. Scram off aite... Then it was cool all the way till i after Maths me and Derren had a friendly spar in the toilet and it turned out Derren got injured... Sorry aite... After School had a miscommunication and misunderstanding between me and some of my friends and led to heated arguments and some personal insults... Well, its not something anybody would wish for but well at least it was not too bad... Really sorry people... Anyway, I think i shld really start my studying regularly and seriously i dun have much time left... I guess i will stop here...

I love you
I hope i proven eu my true feelings
I am nobody without you

SpadeTwElve

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Hey Readers...I am seriously sadded and my sprits are dampened by what i went through today... Fair enough it was a choice and it was not what i had expected.. Hope it will be better... Just a short post... Till next time

Ms A,I love you

SpadeTwElve

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Hey people... Today is 1April2010... April Fools day and a Bad Bad Bad day... In the morning had test,then lessons... It was fine until Lunch... Me and Derren went out of school to buy stuff and we came back late... So kena caught and so called gathered together and sat at Foyer till abt 1600h before returning back to class for lessons... Definitely mood ruined but i dun blame anyone for this...

Anyways,I am just wondering why people dun tend to learn from their mistakes and end up crying or being sad... Well,nt trying to point to anyone but its juz the fact and my apologies to whoever that thinks this post is for them its not.. It's juz a general statement i make... Anyway, I guess i have moved on in life and started to get to noe some other girls and etc... Well, I am superb worn out and homework is alot during this Holiday... Anyway, Happy Good Friday to all tomorrow and enjoy the last few moments of April Fools... Take care people

I made it clear to eu
I will be here for eu
I love Eu Ms A
I have drifted from eu Ms L
Its no point for me to be arnd eu MS L
Goodbye to Ms L and welcome Ms A

SpadeTwElve

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