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Have been tired rehearsing for an event tmr at Tampines North CC... I am putting up a skit with my other friends for Mosque.. Have been physically and Mentally worn out.. Everything that i do, you will come to my mind... I am missing you badly and i hope you will text me once you hit SIngapore tomorrow.. That would really make me forget about the fatigue i experience
I have not been updating my blog because i was away at Melbourne and only now i somewhat have the time for my blog updates and my freetime.. Usually, My schedule will be very tight.. In this post, i will mention about my melbourne trip, love life....
Lets start with Melbourne... Melbourne trip was awesome despite some things that happened which i felt spoilt my whole experience.. Well, i dun wish to mention about the bad stuff... The weather in Melbourne was freaky eventhough its summer! 10 Degrees and all.. Lips cracked preety bad but the best thing is that its not Humid at all... ANd I so Love Melbourne.. I can't forget one particular day whereby, my cuzzin's house was attacked by my classmate and schoolmate all of a sudden.. Its like i couldn't believe what i am seeing, but its for real happening... So, we spent time together and they went home at around 2A.m. Its a real awesome night... But one things for sure, I really missed someone real bad to the extend of doing stuffs i am not allowed to... Bought some new footwear and all... Its just crazy being in Australia and I so Love it... Maybe I might plan to Migrate there and stay there because its really awesome! Awesome till I felt that i did not have the heart to leave Melbourne.. It was really teary, but i guess the feeling of missing someone in SIngapore is the driving factor that led me to be back here in this Humid and Busy Country! Given another opportunity, I wanna go there again!! I miss my family there!!!! Pictures in Facebook...
Love Life.... I see that things are shaping up preety well after i really made up my mind and be loyal to only her.. True enough there are other girls more beautiful and all, but who cares... My heart only beats for you and you are beautiful enough for me in any state... No mattter what happen to you, my feelings for you will not change and even if it takes years for you to give me an answer or accept me, I will gladly wait.. Like I promised you, whatever for you, i will try my best to give you what i can... We somewhat have been texting each other more often, and now you keep to your words of texting me back and you did... Unlike last time... We somewhat also progressed to talking on the phone and i swear your voice is the medicine and reliever for everything bad or stressful that i might gone thru for the day... And when i cannot get that voice, it really made me more sick and tired.. Nonetheless, i understand that sometimes i just cannot get that voice because of some reason.. And when i am back from Melbourne, you left for KL and i really miss you eventhough it has not even been a day you are away.. Yes people can say i am kental and what so ever, but what do you expect? You love someone and they are away for 5 days... 5 days is really alot.. I know my 12 Days is longer but I really need you... I just love you preety bad...
Diriku memerlukan dirimu Hatiku terpikat kepadamu AKu sayangkanmu Aku Merinduimu
Jikalau aku bukan pilihanmu Aku harus menerima kenyataan Namun,aku tetap menantikan kepulangan dirimu Untuk menerima Percintaan
Today is the day when i will be leaving Singapore eventhough my heart is heavy to leave.. I will definitely miss her but its beyond my control... What i can rely on are only your past texts and portrait.. I will really be counting down to the days when i will be back in Singapore... Just two days without your texts, i cannot handle it.. What more the 12 days i will be spending there at Melbourne... I will really miss you alot.. I doubt you will, but like i say, i cannot be lying to myself...
As the plane takes off tonight, I will be counting in my head, how far am i being taken away.. And how much longer for me to be brought back... I really did not want this to happen, but you're just difficult for me to be a distance away.. I just love you alot, but you dun seem to bother.. I cannot do a thing.. If you were to ask me to wait till you are done studying, I am willing to do it... I promised myself that you will be the one i want in my life.. But all this can only happen if its mutual... People may say, there are many more preety girls out there, but i say that you're the only one that melts my heart and i love you.. I cannot lie to my feelings...
Its less than an hour till i will be away... I will definitely miss you... Even as i type this, tears are rolling down already.. Goodbye for the time being...
As the title states... My awesome week has been completely ruined by someone.. He took a move on his own accord and asked the person one sentence.. Yes, one fking sentence and it ruined my whole week as its something not to be asked at all! What more when the answer sucks and shot your heart dead! Fcking hate it... It has definitely spoilt my mood for tomorrow as well.. Too bad for those who is gonna test my patience tmr! Fuck it uh! I hate you larr, so much for being a "friend or love mentor"! But, you damaged it all!
You said plans can change, but plans in love can't! Son of a GUN! I wished, you never knew about her.. Now, i am seriously feeling very lousy and moody! I got no mood to entertain whoevers sms properly like i used to.. Even her... Yes, I love her.. But if she doesn't, i cannot do a thing.. I am handicapped on this third love journey.. It had been great, but things changed again.. Haiz... I dunnoe lah.. Signs are good, but you proving it otherwise.. I really need some peace for the night.. Beach today then! Be back home at arnd 6a.m.
If you're reading this, I wanna say i love you I know you don't I can't force you But, i will always be right here waiting
Firstly, I would like to wish Happy Birthday to someone significant to me... I hope she likes the video i made for her and all.. I hope the video will somewhat give her a clearer picture and all.. and i swear i really love her... she's the only one i made a video for during birthday! i am worn out already.. goodnight!
Alhamdulilah, i have been very happy so far since the start of the new Islamic Calender.. Things have been the way i wanted it and sometimes exceeding it... Yes, it happened again like Sunday and I love it.. Masyaallah... How i wish it could be like that everyday... I guess, the sign from God is really true... I need to get rid of my feelings for the other girls before i can have you and thats the main obstacle... I gotten rid of them because that is how serious i am about wanting you...
Your warm smile, your texts, your chat logs with me, are the best that i can rely on these days... I am never deleting any of those because i know, i need them when i am in Melbourne for 12 Days... And like i promised, your birthday present is something from Melbourne... I keep my words about it and i will keep my words about my feelings for you too... You're just one extraordinary girl that i have met... And true enough, i was blind before to like other girls and thought that other girls are better than you in all the ways, but how dumb i was... Now, I really cannot remove the feeling for you already... Unless, its really fated that we are not meant to be...
I will definitely treasure these happy moments i am having with you and i really hope that when you receive what you dreamt for from Melbourne, you will still be the same and not abscond freely... That will really tear my wall of confidence in winning ur heart and its gonna hurt me preety bad... Yes, I agree that i had a great time yesterday chatting with you.. And, can we make it continuous? Oni you can tell...
People might think i am bias towards you because i give you privellages of not needing to do your homework and all... But who cares... love rules over everything and i have a soft heart for you, and yes you can make me melt any moment... Seeing ur name appear on my phone, will bring me joy and wipe away all the misery from my life at that day....
I love you I need you I want you My heart is yours But is yours for me? I wonder...
I have gotten the signs from GOD about you, and its all good and positive signs which leads me to one path.. However, I am still afraid... I shall wait abit longer for the best sign and at the same time gain confidence and know you better..Because, to me i have not known you enough and i guess the closeness is still not there between us... I shall stop contacting other girls and be honest and sincere to you only as i find that as a problem for you...
I have already told to the other girls i said i used to like that my heart isn't for them, but its for you only... Some cried, some were shocked about my decision and i told them that its my final decision and i cannot lie to myself as this might the barrier between me and you.. Thats how honest and serious i am about wanting you so much to share a part of my life with you, that is also if you want... I have a soft heart for you..
I lovee you alot But i am not sure What i need is assurance You are the one that can give me that I love you
Today i took off due to having fever and Boss gave me an additional rest day tomorrow... I swear i love my boss.. However, today was really a lonely day for me without your texts... I really miss you and ur texts and it urges me to want to meet you.. But i doubt you want that.. Haiz... I really hope things can work out with my new method... Just a short post coz i am worn out... Hope to receive your text tmr...
Today marks a new year in the Islamic Calender.. Semoga tahun ini akan membawa tuah kepada diriku dan umat Islam di seluruh Dunia.. Aku telah berazam pada tahun ini untuk menjadi lelaki yang bertanggung jawab, setia pada satu wanita yang aku cintai sahaja.. Dari dulu, aku cuba menafikan cintaku terhadap dirimu, namun aku tidak boleh lagi menafikannya.. Hanya namamu yang mengubat hatiku and menggembirakan hatiku...
I promise you that i will wait for you... And your shoes from Australia will come... I won't break my promise to you and i hope you will like it.. I want you to know, that the shoes are nothing to me.. What matters for me is ur heart,and ur happiness... You being the happiest girl in this world is what i always wish for.. Even if that happiness is not with me, i just hope that the guy you choose will give you happiness because you are special in my heart.. Like i said, my feelings for other girls and all are just lies..Because, i tried removing your name from my life, but i just can't.. THats how significant you are to me..
Hatimu yang cantik macam dirimu Akan aku sayangi seperti kepunyaanku AKu ingin diriku Mengatakan bahawa,aku menyintaimu
I seriously dunnoe uh teens these days... The level of immaturity they have.. Insulting or talking behind people back.. Zaman bile lah korg! Nk hina atau bobal pasal org,tgk tgk uh.. Korg hina seorang ust and korg pon sama umur ngan tuu ust.. sama macam korg hina diri korg uh.. Bodoh Bahalol.. Skolah Chij Katong, tpi perangai cam sundalan and bahalol nk mampos.. Klau kau rasa kau bagus, take over uh! Buto kanina sial! Nasib kau aku tk letak nama kau, aku stakat letak skolah kau! Kau terasa,kau peyh pasal!
I guess i was harsh to you just now.. But, i can't do anyting much now that it already happened.. You gave me a cold shoulder now and stuff.. Its okay... I am right here waiting.. I asked guidance from ALLAH and so far he showed me a positive sign but hmm....
I dunnoe if you realsie My heart needs you It beats 72 times for you I love you
Today was a very hectic and busy day fer me... Went to Eunos in the rain and got drenched.. Helped pay something and then went off to Bugis to take shuttle bus to KKH.. Nephew in hospital due to choked lung something like that.. Then, i waited for your text, but it did not came.. I guess you fergot.. Or taking advantage and treating me like tissue paper? When you need, you use... If not, you don't... I will be really really patient with my third attempt.. Until here...
I love you still You're the one Patience Love Sacrifices
Just a short song for you that i feel its really what i experience..
Air mataku mengalir mendengar lagu ini Dirimu amat penting dalam hatiku Aku menyayangimu Selama ini, aku hanya menipu diriku Walaupun aku telha gagal dua kali Hati ini masey getar dan yakin bahawa Kejayaan akan datang
i will just make a fast update because i am rushing for work actually... People always say that girls always say the opposite of what they mean.. If its true, i will be glad because the opposite of what she said is always what i liked and wished for.. Like i said, i will be right here waiting for her and i will keep my promises.. I am a man of my words and when i say i will do something, i will... But, you have to be patient at this very moment...
Patience is all i need.. Luck might and might not work at all... Charm, i ran out of it already.. Yesterday wass awesome with the chance to hear your voice and all.. Its made my day complete and i hope it will continue to be in my mind.. until now, your voice is still in my ears and bringing it along with me to work will make my work experience a nice one..
I hope you meant the opposite Because if it is true, I will be elated beyound words I still love you after 2 strikes
