[MUHAMMAD AMIR ASA'AD]
[15]
[13 August 1994]
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Hey readers.. I know i tried my best to make things up, but i cannot force people to forgive me nor talk to me after what has happened... What i could do is only pray to GOD and seek for his help in this tough situation that i am in as I am not suffering but its just unpleasant to see all this things go on.. Yes I admit that i once Loved you, But you can say that that feelings is long over as I find it useless to clap with one hand.. I tried all i could but i still failed, and i know i got to move on in life as you are just someone in my past and no longer in my priority list but nonetheless, you will be etched in my memory as someone sweet i used to know and Love. But even as i wish to have you in my life by my side, sharing part of my life journey, it can only be dreams and I am not sure if it will turn to reality one day.

O'Levels are drawing nearer and I always ask myself this particular question.. How prepared am I? Surely not fully prepared but I am really working hard during this holidays to make sure i do very well during Prelim and apply for DPA with my Prelim Results. I really hope that i will be able to do well and succeed in life and make my mum and everyone proud of me. It has always been a dream and i really hope this dream is a dream that will be reality.. It has to be reality.. All i need is the focus, momentum and constant reminder. I know I can do it..

Looking at people so happy together being in relationships, sometimes make me envy.. But all those are just temporary because I know that I need to Focus on my studies and the Real Roses will come after i get those good grades. Even my mum told me that I can start dating when I am in Poly as that is the most suitable time as by then I am gonna be on my own making my decisions in life as i am more matured to do the thinking and reflection and etc.. Only one thing which is my weakness or rather all guys weakness is the tears of the girl they love and they melt the instance the girl cry.. But seeing (R) cry, won't move my heart anymore as one time experience is enough for me to learn and stored in my memory the hurt, hatred, and painful experience you made me experience..

I am gonna be strong
I am moving on
You are just my painful past
You make my world in darkness
I tried but i failed
I learn

SpadeTwElve

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