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Tuesday, October 19, 2010 @ 7:40 AM
Dear Blog,

Today was the day i skipped school again.. I dunnoe why, but i just don't feel like going to school at all... I don't know what has happened to me.. O'levels coming, but i dun give a shit... Hopefully, things will change in time to come..

If only you would give me a chance to explain the truth behind the stories that you heard, i am sure you would be astonished.. However, i cannot force you to give me the chance.. Its your choice in life.. If only the tears i shred thinking about you, will make you change your mind, i would be glad... But its not.. Just typing this on my blog, is already making me in tears for the seventh time today for you.. You must have meant alot to me,but you don't realized it... How you are acting towards me now, shows me that you dun wish for my presence in your life.. Bitter indeed, but i have to face it... You hate me, but i love you.. However, hatred is a stronger feeling and the amount of love i have for you, will not be strong enough.. People say that you were not worth it for me, but i do not believe in those phrases that people say.. If its really true,i would murder myself literally... You killed my hopes straight from today onwards without a single reply.. I understand that a guy like myself, is not fit to be with     a girl as sweet and vogue as you.. You have that status, while i don't... Its a different level in life indeed... Its okay.. Crying for you, is all i can afford now.. I shall just be here, thinking of you.. I really love you and wish i could tell you...





















My love for you is deep MS AS
But i know, you hate me
Why am i still here
Because of Love
I guess i am not good enough for you
I miss you preety bad
Cried out for you


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