Good Results
No more than 13points during O'Level
New Soccer Boot
New Long sleeve shirt
Macbook
Go for 60 Cadet Officer Course
English:A2
Mathematics:B3
Combined Sci:B3
Combined Humanities:B3
Mother TOngue:A2
Design And Technology:A1
I am just gonna make it simple.. Its all drama and plays.. Not gonna fall for it.. Mengambil kesempatan terhadap seseorang diri.. Sad and Tired, completely disasterous feeling to have.. I hate it.. Will it be better? I hope it will.. I so miss Sunday Night.. BLEARGH!!
I am finally working.l. Yes like finally.. hehe... Its like D&T but oni difference is you using a different programme and you dun work on artefact that much but you work on buildings.. Awesome shit isn't it.. I guess you will see me seldom online because i will be worn out from work and all.. But Blogging, Facebook,Twitter will go on! My woking hours are from 11-4.. Even awesome..
Yesterday was the last day for my bro in SIngapore.. He has moved to Cairo to continue studying and i will only be able to meet him in July 2011.. ITs freaking long and now its my responsibility to continue his lessons in class.. I will do a goodjob..
You're suddenly nice to me.. Its like not you and its like as though i am living in a fantasy.. If its true, I will praise God for letting me know you once more.. But if its not, I guess its not fated.. I like 28/11/10 the best.. please let it remain!
Bibir Ku Mengucapkan
Perasaan Hati Yang Silih Berganti
Hati Sering Bertanya
Apa Kah Benar Ucapan Kata....
Walau Bibir Melafaz Marah
Tetapi Hati Merindu Sayang
Andai Hati Seiring Kata
Terjalinlah Cinta
Marah-Marah Sayang
Kini Bibir Dan Hati
Membisik Ucapan Kaulah Yang Ku Nanti......
Kini Bibir Dan Hati Seiring
Hulurkan Tangan Mu
Hampiri Lah Daku
Mari Kita Menuju Bersama
Membinakan Kasih
Marah-Marah Sayang...
I guess i really have to take back my words about someone being the last one.. I just don't know what my heart actually wants and all... Sometimes its you, sometimes its another person.. I am preety lost.. Well, tell me.. Which guy won't treat any lady nicely? If there is one such guy, he's a jerk.. I really could wish for what happened on 28/11/2010 from 9p.m until 1a.m to continue.. Its only gonna happen if both were to put in the extra mile.. I could really wish for this... If it happens, i will be the happiest guy and maybe one less lonely girl? Therefore, a song for you...
It seems that many people have went past my blog and read about my previous post.. haha.. Until insults,inside jokes,humiliation have derived.. Well, lets put it this way aite.. i am not stupid to like have a relationship with a student! Feelings are just what you feel.. You cannot possibly lie to urself or anybody.. However, this things brought humiliation and fuck it! I am a guy with high Morale and i hate humiliation from anybody! Since i am getting humiliation, fuck it with this feeling for you!
I am so freaking tired as i just came back from acting practice.. I missed playing soccer and all... However, in everything i do, you're the one in my mind and soul.. I guess i am gonna end my playboyness and stick to only one girl which if you.. The girl that i was referring to my previous blog post.. I wanna start being serious and be sincere with my feelings for you.. At this moment, i make this promise to myself.. You will be the final girl i wanna be with one day at this moment in time...
Its just that i feel that i am different in ur presence.. I dunnoe what you think of me but definitely i see perfection in you.. Eventhough you might give me crappy work and all, i dun mind because i am willing to teach you and get to know you.. But most important, whether you want it and agree to me and understand my feelings for you.. I might have given you my heart, but you may not.. Love is always one sided... only some people might understand.. However, you mean alot to me girl.. To be honest, i am missing you badly...
I have been thinking all this while... Why am i hiding this from you.. The first time i met you, i started to have the feelings for you.. But there was this point in time, where you were not in class and i felt myself being lost without you.. You were the reason why i came to teach.. However, i guess God answered my prayers of allowing me to meet you again.. Maybe for good, maybe for bad... I heard from my friend that you did not understand what i taught you last week and i am sorry... I will try to teach you better and i hope the notes i wrote for you in ur book really help you this time..
I hide my feelings.. Oni my blog, and some friends of mine know my feelings.. My feelings for you is growing stronger by the day.. But i guess, my feelings cannot move to reality with just one move you made.. Rejected my Facebook friends request.. ITs okay.. I just have to go through this love story on my own without you.. You will be in my heart forever.. My bros told me to confess it to you, but i dun think you're ready to hear it.. Someone like you, must already have a partner in this time.. And i might be a nobody to you.. Well, to me, you are always a somebody to me..
Easily said, you're my angel and you touch my life.. You may think i am crazy saying this, but i really wish for a day where i can know you better and spend time with you.. If only you will allow that, my life is more or less completed.. lastly,I heart you Student.. To be honest, i am afraid as i post this... How i wished you had my number and we could contact each other...
I am just gonna make this a short post! This few days, have been very moody and i really get pissed of real bad.. I screwed someone up yesterday! I guess my lucky charm has all been lost.. I cannot seem to melt anyone anymore.. I am gonna stand strong and stay this way.. If the right girl comes, she comes.. If not, i will just wait.. How i wished she accepts me but i doubt a student of mine will...
Its been a long time again since i have updated about my life., well, cut short... Now, i am somewhat getting to know this girl from Pasir Ris Sec.. To me, she's much better than all the girls i have known in my few years... She will never fail to make my day with her sms-es and all... But recently, i guess she's busy.. Either she's busy or avoiding me.. I am not sure.. Haiz..
I hope she will text me one fine day and continuing to make my day... Many people asked, how is she different from R.C and the rest... I replied, definitely much better than R.C and very different from the other girls.. The way she reply my texts, enduring my nonsense, and all.. Its just awesome.. I am definitely missing her and i am not sure how i am going to survive in December when i am going to be away for 2 weeks plus..
Yesterday was Graduation night! No longer stepping into Junyuan Secondary School in uniform.. I have already finished my race, and just waiting for my results.. I hope to move on to Singapore Poly.. Well, Graduation was boring for sure... Luckily, got someone to text and talk to.. Took quite a number of photograph and it was sure to be a memorable night despite the boredom... Tomorrow will be going to school for the open house.. I am sure the FDS will do us proud!
Aku menyintaimu Ku sayang padamu Tanpa dirimu Aku jatuh ke bumi
If only life is something you can choose the events happening, wouldn't it be great? If Life was going the way you want, its gonna be awesome.. However,its not.. Especially when it comes with the 4 letter word.. SOme might know, some might not.. Well, i am not in the mood to blog, due to certain reasons.. But its okay.. My love for you is still strong... Just give me the answer, and i will be the happiest man on Earth..I just wished one of my students will return!
Its been an ugly week for me as O'levels are coming to an end.. I should be happy, yes? But certain things are just not going my way and i am hurting inside.. Many people were asking, you ok? I just have to fake my feelings and said yeah i am.. Because, it hurts preety bad when i speak it out, and i have found a way for me to drown my sorrows temporarily for the night.. I tried it yesterday,and it worked.. I guess i shall do it again today and in days to come...
Many of you might have had feelings for someone, but the person doesn't recriprocate in the same way.. Well, some might give up and say, "Its not my luck". Well, I can easily say that as well, but i dun.. Because, i am a no quitter, without trying a shot.. But the thing is that, i gave my shot, and its one sided.. Why? The reason is told by someone else yesterday to me..I am wondering, is it so difficult to say NO or YES? Both have the effects and i am fully aware that i am not prepared for a NO! But what can i say if its the answer? I cannot be forcing you to say a yes can I?
People said that you were making use of me and all.. But i decided not to believe what they say because i thought things between us can really work out? But, i was wrong? Or They were right? Until today, none of my questions were answered... You asked me questions, i replied and asked another question.. But, you did not bother to reply.. Reason you give me is always, busy will text you later.. But, i waited like an idiot, but nothing came by.. My heart and Soul is hurt by what you are doing.. You might be asking, why wait then? Because i love you. Even as i am typing this out, tears are trickling down and i guess i really gotta stop here..
What i want you to know I really love you But, your heart is for someone else I know
I have made my move as a guy as i cannot afford to hide my feelings from you R.C. But, didn't i know that you seem to try to avoid me.. Why? I am just doing the confession because you asked for it? If you want a face to face confession, i am willing to do it.. But getting heart broken for the second time, I am not ready for that.. I am being honest with you, but i guess you really don't care about me.. Just as i thought you would not want to talk to me, your reply came in as a shocker to me.. But even a goodnight message from me to you, you did not reply..
You may feel that i was playing you around the first time, but now i am really serious about wanting to share a part of my life with you.. But, like i always say you have the final say.. I may not be like you, but i am just hoping for a chance to prove my honesty to you.. Sweetdreams about you come in my mind every night, but how i wished those dreams are reality and will stay forever.. Fat hope i guess... I guess i will just give it one hit soon, and its going to be the determinant of whether there is chance, or no chance.. Currently,i am lost.. I dun mind waiting and i dun mind sacrificing... Yes i sacrificed my sleep, just to think about what i should do.. You might say," Amir, you're dumb for doing that." I accept that feedback with open arms and heart, because what i know is, I love you R.C.
If only the world has a button to match you and the person you love, you are the one in my mind.. You are the one in my heart, my soul.. Every breath i take, is just to meet you.. Seeing your smile, can make my day.. But not receiving your replies, can kill my heart.. R,C, i hope you realise how significant and important you are to me in my life..
I just wish for a chance A wishing star A magic wand Your heart Your love
I have been very busy with work and studies... I am really really counting down to the days left to freedom and without the need of my school uniform and books.. However, as i thought my heart was drifting away from you, it came sailing back and its getting stronger again by the day...
R.C, i wonder how, I wonder why... I am really sincere about my feelings for you, but i am not ready to face a solid rejection from you like the other day.. What more, now that i will meet you every Sunday.. I just wish things i am really wishing for will come true.. You have the final say.. I dun..
What i can really say is i love you, But i guess from ur Facebook, you are already attached... I hope you will be happy with the guy of your choice.. You might be reading it secretly you might not.. I am not sure what i should do about this feelings.. Tell you, or remain silent..
My heart is for you, but i doubt yours is for me..
I am just an ordinary guy
Not rich, not high class
Not ur type, not ur standards
I dunnoe..
