[MUHAMMAD AMIR ASA'AD]
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Dear Blog,

Its been an ugly week for me as O'levels are coming to an end.. I should be happy, yes? But certain things are just not going my way and i am hurting inside.. Many people were asking, you ok? I just have to fake my feelings and said yeah i am.. Because, it hurts preety bad when i speak it out, and i have found a way for me to drown my sorrows temporarily for the night.. I tried it yesterday,and it worked.. I guess i shall do it again today and in days to come...

Many of you might have had feelings for someone, but the person doesn't recriprocate in the same way.. Well, some might give up and say, "Its not my luck". Well, I can easily say that as well, but i dun.. Because, i am a no quitter, without trying a shot.. But the thing is that, i gave my shot, and its one sided.. Why? The reason is told by someone else yesterday to me..I am wondering, is it so difficult to say NO or YES? Both have the effects and i am fully aware that i am not prepared for a NO! But what can i say if its the answer? I cannot be forcing you to say a yes can I?

People said that you were making use of me and all.. But i decided not to believe what they say because i thought things between us can really work out? But, i was wrong? Or They were right? Until today, none of my questions were answered... You asked me questions, i replied and asked another question.. But, you did not bother to reply.. Reason you give me is always, busy will text you later.. But, i waited like an idiot, but nothing came by.. My heart and Soul is hurt by what you are doing.. You might be asking, why wait then? Because i love you. Even as i am typing this out, tears are trickling down and i guess i really gotta stop here..

What i want you to know
I really love you
But, your heart is for someone else
I know

SpadeTwElve

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