I am havin so many things rushing through my minds... One of it is that i kinda miss my days in NCC and Rugby.. Seeing them having so much fun and the bonding they have makes me recall all those times.. I miss both CCA but i feel i am more close to the people in NCC than in Rugby.. But Rugby is my passion all along, But I am confused on which CCA to go to.. Because i plan to go for Cadet Officer Course, but I don't think i want to be stuck as a NCC for the rest of my education life because I wanna try out something new and do what i can.. So i am currently havin this mixed thoughts..
Secondly, I am very hesitant on whether I should go for DPA or JAE... I wanna go thru DPA but i am not sure if i can make it.. But nonetheless, Its no harm trying but because of the CCA i wanna join, It makes me think twice as I wanna go for DPA in Singapore Poly and Singapore Poly has both NCC and Rugby.. Hmm so tell me how people... Anyway, I am havin a crush once more on someone.. *winks*
Thirdly, I am kinda pissed off with one particular person who thinks that he is always right and is defending someone like i said in the earlier post.. He claims that Love last forever and friendship does.. Come on.. Do you really think you are going to Marry the person you know in Secondary school? Furthermore the girl is older than you and you guys are of different Religion and Race.. If you think you can handle it fine, I wash my hands.. Bear in mind that i am not talking to you because firstly i had enough of your arrogance and what not and I feel that you are just showing off.. You can be mad and etc, but i don't care.. You are making small problems bigger by ur ego.. Who's at the lost? You are.
Next, I am really not sure why I don't seem worried about my O'Levels drawing nearer.. Is it because i am complacent? Or is it that I don't care? I know i have to do well as i promised someone but i am afraid if i have to waste one more year and repeat which i don't want to.. Anyway, Father's Day is coming and its just making me feel awkward that I won't be celebrating it... Haiz... How i wish i would still have him.. But luckily, I have someone who is very kind,loving person who I call DAD but its not my real Dad or my step dad..
I miss my DAD
I want him here
He is the light
Can i enjoy life?
God, Pls help me in this
SpadeTwElve
Labels: I miss you Dad
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