Dear blog,I have decided to update about some of the girls i have ever loved and maybe i still do love them, but its just that i have failed in winning their heart for a reason or another.. I guess, i will no longer take anymore girls from my school until i continue my next level of education as i guess now i realized that all this are just monkey love but its just that i can't get them out of my head and definitely not my heart... When i say i love you to a girl, i really mean it and not a piece of joke like what some of them think..
This is one of the girls i ever had a crush on... Her name is Roziana and things are over between us as it will not work out.. I still miss her though, but too bad its not fated.. I started developing feelings for her from the first time she joined NCC and its just a failure for me and i just hope she will enjoy her life together with the guy of her choice...
This is Izyan... She was the one who i felt had made me forget Roziana and she melted my heart long time ago, but its just that only recently then we talk and started contacting.. True enough, I failed again to win her heart, and her words to me were sharp and it hurts me badly.. Even a thousand words will not be able to explain the pain.. She wants to do well in her studies and i can't say anything and the worst thing is we broke off contact completely and it made me down completely... I just love her and I still Love her.. Izyan, I hope one day you will come back to me because I am useless without you.. I just love you.. I can't stop myself from liking you,or thinking about you.. You are the first thing that comes to my mind when i wake up and the last thing to slip off my mind before i sleep.. I am honest and i am willing to accept you for who you are because i know i love you Izyan Nur Khaliesah..
It just hurts to hear all this or experience all this, but its part and parcel of this relationship tingy and you cannot deny the fact that people do get hurt... You said i should listen to what people advice me about you... Do you think i am willing to sacrifice my love for you with just those words? I mean whatever i say Izyan.. I love you with all my heart, but its just sad that my love is just one sided without you acknowledging it.. Even if i cry a thousand tears, you might not even bother to come back.. But What i know is, I love you Izyan..
Its hurting me like crazy
I love you Izyan Nur Khaliesah
I hope you will return to me one day
SpadeTwElve
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