[MUHAMMAD AMIR ASA'AD]
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[13 August 1994]
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Dear Blog,

Today was a tiring day plus ups and Downs... I went to Bedok Reservoir to watch Dragonboat between Mosques and I am proud to say that Darul Ghufran Mosque came in fifth.. Eventhough its not great, they were not disappointed as they cared more about the bonding and not the prize.. Congrats Fityan!! Then when i was by the reservoir alone, tears rolled down as i recalled what has happened to the girl i love... Suddenly she texted me, i was shocked and happy... But like i said, Happiness always ends with sadness... I was only happy for 3minutes as her last text to me was, kk Bye.. What was i supposed to say if you said that? I can't even do anything now... What i could think of now, is to slit or etc.. Like i said, you won't even care about what i do as whatever i do, will not be able to win you back.. Or should i give you time? But will you even bother to come back to me? I doubt it.. But i will be very happy if you would.. I still Love you Izyan Nur Khaliesah... I promise that i will wait for you until you finish what you want to achieve and i will welcome you with all my heart..

My O'Levels are drawing nearer.. Before that are my Prelims... I must do well so that i can use it to apply for DPA and secure a place in Singapore Poly in a full time Diploma on Information and Technology.. I am not getting my mind distracted or whatsoever but its just that I love her too much but i won't let this love conquer or take over my priorities in life at this moment.. Definitely Study is my top priority, but I tend to sidetrack which i feel its okay... I wanna play Rugby at the same time other sports and i am confused... I always tend to not able to concentrate on my daily routines when i am hurt... And definitely, the 3mins worth of happiness killed me! I wish to have the same old style of us communicating with each other, but i don't think it will ever happen again...

Izyan, I still love you
I want you with me
I will wait for you
I promise you my heart
i can keep trying, but if you don't,
I cannot do anything..

SpadeTwElve

Labels: I want you Izyan..

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