[MUHAMMAD AMIR ASA'AD]
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Dear Blog,

I have been wondering to myself these few sleepless nights... What's love? Its very difficult to define love.. Love is just something wonderful and can be dreadful at times.. The sweet moments in love are what people look for.. Hmm... I just still cannot find the true girl i love now... I only have feelings for one girl at this moment, but its like as though, the old feeling is getting alive and i don't know why.. I know it sucks and everything is clear cut that she wants to study and etc, but i am not sure if its really true.. If it is, then i am out of words.. But now, i see her different towards me after turning me down.. I don't know if i am willing to accept her if she returns to me or do i really want to go with the true girl I love? Oh God, please show me the true path to happiness... I do not want to fail in Love or anything again.. It takes me a long time to recover from all this crap hurt.. This can be said hanky panky to you, but i won't play with a girl's feeling as i know their heart is as fragile as glass.. A single mistake can create a huge impact in their life and i don't want to be the type of guy who leaves the girl after finding someone else or etc.

I guess what Hadyu said to me was true.. Even when i change now, people will still think of me as the old Amir in 2007/2008.. I do change but people don't seem to realize it and still think I am still the same old guy. I am reassuring you people i am no longer the old playboy like i used to be.. But i know i am having multi love feeling for two girl.. But eventually, i will have to choose and i won't cheat on their feelings.. Well, I guess what's best now for me is turn to ALLAH for help and he will show me the light and will not fail me.. As for all this, I just hope ALLAH will answer my prayers and I will be happy with whatever happens.. If God Willing..

I am lost now
I need the light
God, Please answer my prayers

SpadeTwElve

Labels: Looking for the light

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